Zim Villa's blogin' blog.

Silent theory

2011-10-10T20:14:00.003+08:00

Had this run down feeling again. Not because, the bad day had started, but due to the fact that it only has begun. Every morning, the same shit happens, it's like it rolls on every kicking-push I pursue. First thing in the morning, been called at, for not doing my assignment properly, but the good news is, I get to do it on study period. Concentrating as I will, trying to ignore the sounds of conversations in the background, sitting alone plugging in my IPod Nano (the old one but still usable and have pretty good music in it, thanks to Steve Jobs RIP) and yeah continue on my work, trying to complete and understand the questions about Accounting and such, and why we need to use such ratio to asses their profitability and liquidity, and don't even get me started on gearing, because I don't want to. Took me about a double lesson to do the undoubtedly long questions from 1 - 16, it may not look much, but hey, I'm a slow worker, I even have to check some vocabulary on the Google to tune in with what I'm currently feeling, but at the moment I'm only still unto the basics. Didn't have the mood, so loneliness was my companion that time. I always don't want to make a fool out of myself at times, but that soon changes when friends starts to call your name. The unfortunate has come, and it's not very constant. Anyways, I'm just going to include the mornings and the evenings.

Right after, lunch's over, soon lessons will be engaged by teachers and students. Right after, I have identified an art book of my former partner, in a fling, whom I still miss, even though I felt like I'm over her but I do still feel for her. Anyways, I decided to return it back to her, even though I expected it to be awkward, since we don't talk anymore, but I had a motto of trying to do good things and help people and at least there's a little form of, 'caringness' and a verbal, "thank you" to be heard from her, it felt a warmth inside for a millisecond there right after I gave it to her. Then I just had to look away and walk towards my current destination... An empty bench. Waiting to be picked up thinking, I see some guys go for a girl and then go for another after a break-up or whatnot, and well they do possess them, not in a enslavement manner, but a kind of friendly affection. I sound desperate but, I think I just wanted her alone and nobody else right now, and still it's impossible for me to obtain such a goal.

When I think about it, I feel like i'm in a deep state of melancholy, ignore it, I still miss the way it is, I hate changes, but nothing is the way as it is.

I know there are bigger problems in the world at the moment, mother nature, death by flood or high drought, there's always new drama everyday, I tend to find out on the internet, everybody does, but it makes that barrier of contempt, seeing the media makes the people get used to what they've been exposed to, violence, the use of profanities, sex, nudity, drugs. Anything man, have to say shit's been fucked-up ever since.

A2 level is challenging for me, it's getting tedious also, I have to questions myself every time to different kind of theories, philosophers make, and I tell you the truth about it, and be impulsive, "it's fucking bullshit." There you go, my kind of statement, nothing I can do or change about it.

Running on empty.

2011-06-02T02:32:00.002+08:00

Having these pictures, hemorrhaging my mind every damn second I think about it, self inflicting my head won't help at all, I need to let it all out, this is too much, fucked my mind up. I just hope sleeping tonight would clear it all away. The kind that I can't imagine to feel the pain and death that is felt in every angle of agony. It sucks the way I want to recline it, just cage me up all alone and throw the keys away, hell the bars is made out of rusts of refined metal, I see the moment of my neediness for light trying to reach for it as I beg as much as I could. I'm sorry I can't be the one that you need, just want to make sure around my triumph that sounding that struck me down to my system. 2:38 AM and thinking these late quiet nights of unproductive procedure, during the time of silence and isolation, wishing I didn't make the mistakes I did, and ended up a conception of a side walk.

Down down we crash.

2011-01-22T11:26:00.002+08:00

Although it's the new year, it still is the same as it was before, and I'm still back where I started; the typical loner guy. Somehow, I wish to think that round shapes are getting more angular. Even then, I hope to just flush my disappointments and suffering away, 'cause it's the new 365 days that I need to be getting through. No point in dwelling in the past. A partner separated from me, friends that I haven't seen of in a long time, and conflicts that gets my chest throbbing, shall be put away in a big bin with a little hoop on it, so putting away with fun wouldn't harm too much, but consequences are, if you miss... Shit will happen. But hell, the way it is today, or tomorrow and the next day, the way I want to say is this: just get over it.

Even with a little light can save you.

2010-06-24T10:18:00.002+08:00

I feel like I don't want to exist anymore, there is a difference between disappearance and death, I've thought about that throughly when I slow my mind and lay my head for a while, maybe a shut-eye while you're just half-conscious... Just slowly think, a death is when you die, there simple as that, but there are more to it somehow I cannot put it here over to non-existent, where you don't appear anywhere around anyone's life they don't know you, that is where things can go be isolated. Why am I putting this on? Well for once, no one would really read this blog and I just starting to updating it. I haven't been on this for ages now, and I feel like I just need to have someone there for me, right now, but I know you can't have the things you want or need it's just inconsistent with logic and common sense in my mind, I want to think as rational as I can and put the stuff in here as somewhat volatile and flexible with my, lets say, words, but I feel so fucked up because theres something or 'someone' is missing and wishing that all to come back. Life ain't fair, it never was... I knew I shouldn't have fell in love, that girl's ex who have dumped her doesn't even realize how fucking lucky they were to be with that girl, and now I can't stop thinking about it now... Taking the black pillow I've left aside my bed is a good object as a substitute for having a hug, it's so soft and the material of the cloth is so smooth like the skin whom I'd like to touch. I don't know why but I've been crying for these nights and laughing at movies on DVDs during dawn, and may happen again through the loneliness in my bedroom wishing that anyone, maybe not anyone, a person, a person from out of this world, I guess a form of an angel, an angel? Maybe a human-looking alien not to mention a 'hot' one, yes, preferably a female just crashed through my window and landed on my bedroom carpet. I imagine or day dream too much but lets continue! Well there she would be crash landed on my bedroom, smashed through the window. So how in hell could this happen? Well if you imagine, things could. I feel like a retard that I've to publish this but I don't get much spammers or trolls either, in fact, it's more of a never but thats not the point, as long as someone reads this, they'll just think, "oh man I've wasted my time reading this piece of shit" or whatever. Okay I may be too cynical but it can happen, back to the angel. Shes naked actually, with long hair, red or auburn? I cannot tell but sure is red-ish and seem confused. I would be totally startled and open my jaw wide open and kept looking at that 'imaginary' girl I've dreamed about that won't ever happen, enough of my naivety. Maybe I've been watching too much porn, my imaginations starts to get more kinkier. Yes, I'm desperate, love-sick, solitude, the need of pleasure, you name it... whatever it is I've told about my self that I'm just another one of those neurotic insecure perverted kids, can be emotional sometimes, but left it hidden, I need someones help by showing what my problem is but afraid that I'll be labeled as an attention seeker, cause people have their own problems too so it's just as hard like grabbing eggs from a crocodile. I'm back to my old self again except that I'm not 85kg anymore, and so I wish things will just be the same on that one day, just to feel her touch. I want to be more gallant and more mannered, wish I was before wish I am now, wishing that a wish would come and all I can do is wishing for things and not make an act out of it 'cause I just feel so hopeless and so powerless to be able to do a thing for what I want to change. Although one thing that I ask was just a come back, I beg if I could but I'm not worth the time.

A time in place that makes a change.

2010-06-19T13:14:00.002+08:00

You know what? I won't forget the day that we first hung out, 22/5/10, I've remembered it like it was just yesterday wishing that it won't end and ever lasting. 'Cause it's still in the back of my mind, still thinking about it and right inside my heart still having the thought of it, I didn't want any other materials in this world, I wanted to have you by my side, and wanting to feel your touch again and always have you to hold on. I can't keep any promises, but I'll be honest and true to you, even if I'm distant away from you. I never had any intentions on breaking your heart I've always liked you from the start and adore you. You've been on my mind for these recent days I can't seem to think straight, that I didn't get to see you I know for about 3/4 in my life I've been single and I'm used to it... But it would be hard for me now if I'm going to go on my life without you. I know this sounds corny, but its not easy to think of better words. I'm sorry for the things I've done wrong, wish that I am a better person for you and for you, I want to just be there for you cause... I don't want to see you sad and deep in solitude. you made my life happy, I feel so comfortable just being around you, I'm trying to make this up for you, to make 'us' to work out, and most of all I want to spend my time with you, to satisfy you in every way possible but I know words aren't enough and still... I would never leave you, if only
you give me a chance... a chance to make up for this.

I'm sorry. :(

2009-11-30T11:48:00.003+08:00

I haven't edited the pictures, but I think it is good enough also using it for my art project. More over I actually like taking those types of scenery and landscapes.

It's not much, but it'll do...

2009-11-30T11:11:00.003+08:00

I held the camera unstably in the car and I ended up getting this blurry shot.

The Street light.

Passed by the toll bridge.

The looks of this is so sexy!

The red skies I've been talking about, sun set moments.

Was it my blanket or towel that i wiped my face with?

2009-11-29T18:22:00.002+08:00

Alright enough with Friday slept the whole time and watched only t.v nothing much been going on after Friday prayers and prayer for hari raya haji we've been on that already, Now for Saturday's Zimmerman's News. Starting with me having the first person in the house of grandma to shower considering I hate the feeling of sweaty and stickiness. Next this morning I didn't have any mood to eat which is a good thing because when my Auntie arrived and dine there she ate fish and next thing you know, she saw worms in the fish's body. That was totally shocking and that made me lost my appetite for sure! Made me wanted to vomit for a while so i went outside eject from the stomach, you get the point. Then was just chilling sitting on the sofa from morning until midday we then plan to go back to Brunei t'was on 12:00pm-ish around there after a couple of hours I fallen asleep in the car (and I hate it when the sunlight it hitting on to you while you sit in one spot). Reached the bridge, toll, immigration then after that went to KB to visit my other grandma's house on my Dad's side for a couple of while it was more relaxed and I finally can connect through the internet via my mobile. Right after it's around 2:00pm we went straight from KB to Bandar. Been listening songs from the artist "Pale Horse" and if you are into those relaxing/soothing songs I recommend this artist to you. Reached our destination around 4:00pm-ish and decided to go to gadong, alone. Then 'Zealous Yearn Eerily' was there, so its better I'd hang out with her :).

As time passes we we're sitting at chill and yes we could be doing something productive by then but since we got a lot of time just sitting at chill and talking about random stuff like what SOMEONE mentioned (shit a.k.a tapak kuda, rendang a.k.a dumb shit or even the shit itself could be the shit) if you are by the name Syaz or Zye I'm sure you guys were crazy about that. :D. It was funny stuff that I enjoyed listening. Went up to west street, place seems to be deserted which is unusual on a Saturday night. And now I feel a little lazy to type in about the rest of the night only going to use one word though which is "crazy". :P

Was the sound too loud?

2009-11-29T10:08:00.004+08:00

Resume from Thursday was at the mall that time and then after that had a ride around town whilst listening to jazz, it really did made a calming night while passing by the pubs and lounge, cafe's, and other different types of shops. "Night Atmosphere was just calming" this should be true 'cause why you think everyone tend to sleep at night? But another thought some people go clubbing and having their night lives being wasted and all but hey my side of the story is more steady type.

Slept on the couch/sofa, whatever. Zzz~... The next day Friday woke up without no mosquito bites was the first thing i noticed, and you don't know how glad I was the t.v was on and someone seems to woke up early but I was the one who showered early. Since today Miri had the "Hari Raya Haji" so I went to the mosque and it does reminds me of The first day of "Hari raya aidil fitri" though it is "Hari raya aidil adha" almost similar but I'm sure you know there is a slight difference. At the moment it is morning time on Sunday, talking about Friday let me tell you, it is just another boring day. Alright on with the story I was sitting around at the back of the mosque just observing the "korban" cows and some vehicles and just talked about random shit. Smoke? nah.

This time, it is your night

2009-11-28T23:45:00.004+08:00

Hey people! As requested from you (zye) or as i decided to update my blog with this new post, okay I'll try recap what is up. Firstly lets start by me talking about what's been happenin' on Thursday the day me and my family went to Miri. Before that it was a school day for me I guess it is a pain but went through it without any obstacles or unnecessary event from whatsoever. Alright! Skip through the school day 'cause we all know it's a dull, dull day. After school during this time I was at Home Work club (a club where you do your bloody homework) at least I didn't have to do shit at home that's for sure. from 3:00pm 'till 4:00pm an hour later of Home Work doing, but wait! During Home Work club a bunch of clowns seems to be fighting (not a real fight, a joke-ish fight where there is this 2 guys or blokes that are constantly hitting each other in the nut sacks, balls, genitals.. yeah you name it) and guess what? I was just laughing my ass off seeing these two guys oh boy that made my boring afternoon the whole time! *BRING!* the school bell rang.. ASA (after school activity) has ended time to go home fellas! Anyways, after my dad arrives to school yeah yeah typical stuff when you get picked up and went on the way home some sort like that.. This is the prologue before we went to Miri.

Now! The journey begins! (ha ha lame intro) Since we are in the road trip I seem to have this Art Homework to do which is taking pictures of landscapes and most of what you call nature or it could be some random snap shots, OK! back here as the car keeps rolling while i was sitting down i suddenly saw the skies, which is beautiful from the eye and i thought this is my chance to take photos! I asked my Ma to draw out the camera then without hesitation i took the photos also that time I was waiting the car to go more faster to chase the view from the red beautiful (bloody) skies, but then again I witness the skies are totally fading away like a motherfucking monkey stole a fruit from the market and just runs off like that and that moment, that's when I realize time really does moves so goddamn fast that i couldn't take a photo of the good view on the red skies. This was the journey that we went through about 130km or was it 140km? How I wish someone would correct me of how far it is from BSB to Miri and not to mention immigrations and customs passports and your car form ready to be taken out of the drawer it was like during around 6:00pm-ish or somewhere there "Dusk Time". Finally after we went through the in flattened bumpy road and the bridge that connects from whatever the place is called from whatever the place is called all I know is the bridge let us went straight to the other side of the river. Too much details over there, though there are more stuff to tell about right under my sleeve but you know me.. I'm the sort of guy who'd leave things out and won't even bother doing it.. This is probably enough the first bit of the story on Thursday whilst on Friday I missed out school.

Arrived on my grand mama's house "Night Time" 7:00pm-ish the automatic gate opened up, My eyes were damn tired, My legs has the feeling of numbness, I feel like shit but when my dad wanted to go out I actually have some little energy to do that :D I mean come on, it was just sitting and sleeping in the car nothing much tiring about that though plus listening to some good music source of Drum 'n' Bass! Nice stuff boy! Yeah we'll continue on our outing I didn't have the mood to eat though my dad was ordering KFC at the Mall of Miri or is that right? well whatever yeah I didn't went to KFC instead window shopping some t-shirt and some of those stuff. Skip that was at the CD store (not the one with pirated CDs/DVDs) it's the one with the brand "speedy" blue color. uh-huh get the point already after that brought some random CD "tokyo cafe" Next went to try out the CD and to be honest I sort of like Jazz but kids nowadays thinks it is so old generation, but hey I don't blame 'em for not appreciating good music you know?... This was on Thursday as I keep reminding you (if your reading this) hopefully you'd get that in your head :) hey just kidding nothing important, I would love to continue what else is more but right now I want to go off from blog spot maybe go to face book or probably playing that old school game, Counter Strike 1.6! it's embarrassing to admit but I still like that game even though new generation of games are coming out like assassins creed 3 or tekken 6 but hey it is also important for a gamer to know your own history of games! alright I guess I'm going off now I'll post new one on Friday and Today (Saturday) next time! sorry for the delay, hope you'll stay tuned!

Inspiring awe song from GTA IV. Radio station = Beat 102.7

2009-03-23T23:46:00.001+08:00

Work it out at the gym to fit the underwear~

2009-03-23T23:27:00.003+08:00

Just like I thought if the queen is ditching her king would rather become of each treason. Never mind the white glasses which has visions of an eagle, we will be having sets of arsenal locating in grandma's kitchen getting startled how hard times were and being ditched, not existed. Even chronically unlacing your shoes would trip up lower part of your limb and would cause an abashed feeling. White platinum screening in front of the classy store would forever be on vulture Street.

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Warband-lineup~

2009-02-13T18:27:00.013+08:00

I suddenly got inspired by the artist of one of the art work if Im not mistaken the dude's name was McGibs...

Lousy CD conditions

2009-02-11T17:58:00.004+08:00

Among of each diversity I am beggining to regard having strong desires can really work up unto a motivation and a similie I would like to add is just like a single piece of movement makes other surroundings to motion. Not to mention being aroused while being devoid of creatures, message of degression just comes sprawling out of the knowledge and intellectually just in the matter of speculate which changes in one element to another thats comes up unto the accumulation. As any moveable possesion comes possibilities of influence be arrived in by your entire structure of organism.

Zim San on a circulum sort of spatial.

Fruit salad, yummy yummy~

2009-01-26T16:02:00.001+08:00

Be quiet now, this is the best part

2009-01-14T21:59:00.000+08:00

Get water, don't choke on the pills

2009-01-13T18:55:00.000+08:00

Who wouldn't let you scream onto a soft pillow?!?!

2009-01-04T19:09:00.000+08:00

2008-12-30T20:20:00.004+08:00

At periodic times feeling content does not really show the manifestation often with reality, it would just be hard to hold tight a vibrant piece of bulky object to begin with. Harshly as it seems to be having no consideration having it as life just to do away with and to demolish it irreparably. View it and and show less detail of the map whilst scaling and each we have common issues as certain things expecting to fail, characterized as misery or just become so depleted of strength and energy, ended up makes everything into a trivial. When things comes near to become clearer with our state of being imperfect and can be example of each ones anomaly, despite of being treated contemptously. We can be capable depending on our abilities possibly being more extroadinary and could banish that impact that has been striking the lives for so long as it if were there waiting out side of your house while getting dressed up and going out following the travel just for a car ride around. Is just the matter of fact that whether we succesfully complete and brought it in the end and whether if it has been recognized as being a fame or been stated as an infamy.

Peace.

WTF (Work Time Fun)

2008-12-29T17:36:00.001+08:00

Lost my $200 cash, Fuck!

2008-12-22T23:53:00.001+08:00

Yeah and to y'all rich cats out there it won't matter to you guys...

2008-12-22T23:44:00.002+08:00

Hey readers as you can see Shana is convincing me to make a new post... But what should I be talking about today? lets see I just learned how to convert You Tube videos into mp3 files so that way I don't have to rely on lime wire! Yay! for that matter... Other than that been killing time playing guitar Trying to make new tabs or chord notes and I do really wish I have a distortion thingy majig and make cool weird sounds and the last thing I would say is... Andy McKee is my idol~

Oh I'll pick that up for you...

2008-12-14T19:26:00.001+08:00

2008-12-02T21:01:00.003+08:00

Since I got nothing to do i decided to start with beat boxing... I know it sounds weird but it is quite uniquely cool well for me been practicing beat box on the song Snoop Dogg - Drop it like its hot so yeah... I'm just getting there almost sounds like it... Not perfect yet... But soon I'll get the tune...

2008-11-27T19:54:00.001+08:00

Ha ha ha ha the bartender is the best!

Rick Astley - Never Gonna Give You Up

2008-11-27T19:25:00.006+08:00

I get rick rolled all the time... But who cares? I love this song!

Lyric

We're no strangers to love
You know the rules and so do I
A full commitment's what I'm thinking of
You wouldn't get this from any other guy
I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling
Gotta make you understand

CHORUS
Never gonna give you up,
Never gonna let you down,
Never gonna run around and desert you,
Never gonna make you cry,
Never gonna say goodbye,
Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

We've known each other for so long
Your heart's been aching but you're too shy to say it
Inside we both know what's been going on
We know the game and we're gonna play it
And if you ask me how I'm feeling
Don't tell me you're too blind to see

(CHORUS)

CHORUSCHORUS
(Ooh give you up)
(Ooh give you up)
(Ooh) never gonna give, never gonna give
(give you up)
(Ooh) never gonna give, never gonna give
(give you up)

We've known each other for so long
Your heart's been aching but you're too shy to say it
Inside we both know what's been going on
We know the game and we're gonna play it

I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling
Gotta make you understand

(CHORUS)

2008-11-26T19:10:00.004+08:00

Feelin' sick today and visited the clinic... And I was absent from school although it was just a normal illness nothing major but damn I feel like I was going to eject from the stomach if you know what I mean and non-stop coughing makes my throat so uncomfortable and causing an appetite loss due to an increase of body temperature... Heh do I have to be specific?... Okay thanks for reading anyways..

2008-11-23T21:30:00.002+08:00

Been to J.I.S Football Fun day and yeah things been going on a lot of crowds, peoples been playing/watching and random stuff people sell... Yeah nothing much just like other years of football fun day...

2008-11-23T10:11:00.000+08:00

A song that has been going on for about 45 minutes...

2008-11-21T16:01:00.005+08:00

This is just around 4:00 pm and all my words here mostly are just too digressive and none relevant but due to boredom I normally do these types of things... Anyways the sky is dark and I just know it is going to rain but while that is happening, sitting here typing stuff on my laptop like writing real non-sense it is just like a rod without no handle or a sign on the streets where there is no symbol being shown or a vending machine that only accepts bottle cans and gives out coins maybe it would be great if a brontosaurus would be existed on this 21st century however likely to be so dull and nothing much to post 'cause of this I was just waiting for some video downloading... But word I like using simile.

Wow... Match box cars... Pretty colours~

2008-11-21T11:46:00.003+08:00

Acid Jazz and rolling on the blue house music~

2008-11-21T11:41:00.000+08:00

Through the examination...

2008-11-20T20:46:00.004+08:00

Well first of all let me tell you that there no school on Thursday the 20th of November but still people can go to school for studying and revising... So I went at school at around 3pm and met a couple of year 10s and the exams starts at around 5pm so we revised a bit just for a couple of minutes reading notes... Around 4pm and waiting outside the exam room.... The background noise of the chatting, babbling and the crowds didn't seem to end until 5pm where we enter the exam rooms papers are ready to be written or dotted in and us students has been arranged by each tables... Then the exams... Biology, Chemistry and then lastly the Physics paper... Until around 7pm oh shit it was like being through hell of boredom and during the exams at least and unexpectedly two mobile phones beeped or rang... Usually if your mobile phone makes a couple of ring tones during the exam you'd be DISQUALIFIED and then fail plus you won't be getting a grade which is a scary and bad thing. Well after the boring exams where we have to wait for the supervisors to ask us to leave the room the atmosphere became noisy again it is night time... The feel is very nice, relaxing and dark it is actually cool being at school on night time... And then just going in front of school waiting to be picked up.. everyone's conversation is like "whoa, whoa don't you think physics was easy?", or " Oh man what answer did you picked on that question?", and maybe "Shit man I bet I've done something wrong on the last question", also "Do you think your going to score 100%",... While what I'm doing is just listening to my I pod sitting down being all care-free... I just don't want to be over confident about stuff which can make the situations go wrong...

Hey~ Is that your lady?~

2008-11-20T20:26:00.000+08:00

2008-11-18T20:15:00.002+08:00

As for today's post, like nothing much been happening lately and yes we do all know that my life is pretty boring these days all I did at school was attending lessons, After school work catching-up and interrupting people's conversation especially people who are talking about DotA I actually seriously get annoyed by these people talking about that damn game I just thought to myself why can't they talk about something else... So yeah and the last thing would be nothing just typing the last words here...

I came across this...

2008-11-17T20:59:00.005+08:00

This is such a cool German death metal band... People should know them more... Hanni Kohl - EX

2008-11-15T18:57:00.005+08:00

As diligent as I used to or I think I was never that way... Well what ever it is, just to let you know I was just finishing with the practice exams sheets and one of the sections in the question sheet is just hard. I just don't really get what the term 'half-life' is, oh and by the way it's Physics sheet... I'm so not good at that subject and many boring things would happen so... Yeah that would probably be enough for this post.

2008-11-14T19:14:00.001+08:00

GCSE exam is coming... 20th of November...

2008-11-14T19:09:00.002+08:00

Since people are disgusted by the pictures of this mentally ill 'emo' girl cutting parts of her body deeply... I just think that she won't be living in this very earth no more probably 'cause of so many blood loss but I think it is fake but either way that i just wondered why she is taking pictures of her deep wounds... From my line of my hypothesis I just think she is an attention seeker... that's it for now...

Someone really needs some serious help....

2008-11-13T23:45:00.003+08:00

Anyone want to see some gory and bloody pictures? I'm just trying to say that I am warning you... But since i got nothing much to do up my blog I'm going to link it... http://www.documentingreality.com/forum/f10/some-emo-girl-needs-serious-help-11192/
Just don't blame me if you got sick of watching it... Plus the pictures are just too sick to be put on my blog so yeah...

2008-11-11T20:37:00.001+08:00

Playing War Craft 3/DotA while listening to DotA by Bass hunters~

Typical boring school day of Tuesday....

2008-11-11T18:03:00.004+08:00

well... damn it was just too boring I am always sleepy on Tuesday it is really the worst day of every week. Like in most lessons I tried my best to stay awake and listen to some lecture but tiredness has come over me and my eyes are just drowsy... Pretty much that I am so sick of that day... It is like going though hell of boredom, just glad I'm home today and have to wait for next week's Tuesday... ah shit~

This is so fake!

2008-11-10T17:37:00.003+08:00

Ha ha people have you seen this on real life before? It's a multiplayer role-playing online game called "Runescape" and it is only for PCs not PS3!

Been watchin' this movie and....

2008-11-09T20:35:00.002+08:00

Hello people since there's this movie, the new James Bond movie is called "Quantum Of Solace" starring Daniel Craig who is acting as James Bond... It was a pretty awesome movie a must-see one I'm sure it is worth it to watch...

Title and registration

2008-11-09T02:09:00.009+08:00

This song i put up on my play list was one of my most favorite song, I just love listening to the band it's actually called "Death Cab For Cutie" it has the genre of Soft Rock, Indie or Alternative and includes a nice-to-listen melody. The lead singer (Ben Gibbard)... I Love his vocals he has that pleasantly gentle voice that illuminates the vacancy I have sometimes... yeah~

This has been going on my neighbourhood

2008-11-09T00:58:00.004+08:00

Ha ha whats up with this?!

2008-11-09T00:21:00.005+08:00

hey people... Just trying to put something random here again... well just thinking about stuff lately and when i mean 'stuff' i mean like how rain has become one of them, ''darkest" days...Ha ha I made that up myself just by trying to show how dark the atmosphere of rain falls and that ungrateful feeling... know what I'm saying? But sometimes it is actually a good thing 'cause of this wet tropical country and heat wave is quite a pain. Although on mid-day where the sun shines in my opinion it represents 'happiness' of you would understand I'm pretty sure y'all know what sort of shit I'm talking about here... Being random is fun and thinking about random thoughts, would just to throw away the boredom that sticks within your life..

2008-11-08T23:20:00.005+08:00

Up until now i just played GTA (Grand Theft Auto) Vice city stories just a while ago, It was an amusing game and quite humorous and has added some violence in it ha ha... well about the football news I've been watching and possibly trying to catch up with it, it was Arsenal vs. Man U eventually Man U lost by 2 - 1... But by the way I don't support any teams at all i just like to watch football that's all...

Been playing GAIA game "zOMG!"

2008-11-08T18:58:00.002+08:00

Since my life is pretty boring these days been playing GAIA Online for quite a while now if any of you readers out there play this kind of game please do inform me I'd be appreciate to know if there is...

Uploaded a music...

2008-11-08T16:01:00.005+08:00

Well i uploaded a music on You Tube. It is quite smooth with a nice melody song to listen to. It is named Buildings by Jerry Martin it was an original sound track for this game called "Sim City 3000" so yeah... Nothing much just doing it for fun...

My favourite thing to do...

2008-11-08T15:45:00.007+08:00

I do like day dreaming and out of all the "Mr Men" series. I'm starting to be like this guy...

GBA Emulator

2008-11-08T13:52:00.005+08:00

Couple of years back I found out about this emulator it's a GBA (Game Boy Advance) one. I don't know why i started talking about this but I do like the idea of some GBA living in your computer or maybe stored on one. It's called the visual boy advance I don't play it much like I used to it is just the same function as a normal GBA just a different co-ordination of buttons and yeah... i don't think it would be much interesting for you readers out there 'cause it's quite boring.. I do admit it, it is quite boring, although the games I like most are role-playing ones it is just addicting to play these sorts of games and like most of GBAs I usually play the RPG types...

Not much to do since it's the weekend

2008-11-08T13:38:00.006+08:00

So... here I am just woke up on mid-day feeling a bit grouchy and moody well that's how it feels like. Right after I write this post, I'm going to take a shower... Well I'd just start talking about my dream for this while 'cause I'm really blank right now and don't know heck what I'm going to talk about... during my sleep i had this weird dream about pirate plunderers and roman Trojans it's like these pirates invading the roman empire, I mean what's up with my dream?! it is just strange and absurd due to it's irrelevancy, that's just it I guess... Well I'm off to the showers then....

Twisted me ankles

2008-11-08T02:32:00.005+08:00

Well during football on Wednesday it was after school and i was just being a goal-keeper and then BOOM! I tried to save the ball but i landed on my right foot with a wrong angle and then i can't walk properly... Then the next day i was at home, oh damn! it hurts a lot than before, so I had to go to clinic and had 2 schools day off... and there it is long story short...

Likely to be fatigued

2008-11-08T01:50:00.000+08:00

Well it's 1am and seems to me that I'm talking about myself again in this very blog I am just trying to add a new Blue tooth device, a wire less mouse *yawn* yeah it did work... Being in a quiet neighborhood during dawn ain't really that bad in fact it is really relaxing thing to do, this is actually my type of leisure. Online browsing about on the internet around midnight and not to forget about listening to acid jazz and deep house music it just fits in really great. well yeah of course tomorrow I'll be waking up on mid-day...

A video of Bobby and I foolin' around

2008-11-08T00:28:00.001+08:00

Here I'm going to show you a video of two idiots (Me and Bobby) well basically the reason we made this video is we got nothing else to do that's it for reasoning just watch... By the way I'm the guy with the cap at the back :-)

Just getting to start blogging

2008-11-07T23:47:00.000+08:00

Well hello people since im new at blogging in some way i hope my words won't bore you much. Names Hazim, an average 15 year old boy so yeah thats enough about me... right now i've been searching for some hacks on counter strike 1.6, been craving for the non-steam version of hack but, i failed on searching it. Yes, people do think im a noob at that game well i do admit it myself it is because everybody in that CS server are full of hackers!... hmm well just started blogging and i already been talking about this... well thats just because i have nothing else to say about..